Just trying to grasp my feelings about this school year.
I’ve been having a pretty bad time at school with headaches and staying focused, and I feel like I’m failing, even though I’m not. I have a pretty hard time with negativity in the fall in general, and this is a new school that I don’t feel good enough for. I’ve been trying to get into this school since I was three, and now that I’m here, I feel below par.
I’m burning out, even though I’m doing fine in class itself. I’m worrying about next year, and the year after that, and the year after that. I can’t imagine being good enough to go here for so many years without being overwhelmed.
Positivity would definitely help, but it’s hard to stay positive when I’m having horrible headaches and my anxiety and hypochondria is constantly acting up. Ugh, this year is just not my year.