I’ve had a hectic few weeks and in the chaos
I am normally on 29 days cycle confused it was late and took a home test, it came back with 2 lines and I got blood work done, bHCGs were 230s, scheduled ultrasound and they couldn’t find a gestational sac (queue worry it’s chemical/ectopic) few days later another blood test bHCGs at 2500. Had a few stressful days and started spotting (que panic) went to the hospital and they found a gestational sac but it looked high meaning it may not be viable even though implanted.
I’m all excited about what-ifs and nervous due to experiences with loss/chemical type.
Any advice or good mediatations to get out of my head so I don’t put stress hormones rampant throughout my body (already have anxiety )?
I don’t have anyone to talk to in regards to this as I don’t want to tell ANYONE in case of loss so I am hoping it is ok to post here… I feel safe talking here and I know berries are super helpful.