Babylove- I think anyone who is a parent can relate to what you are feeling right now. One of my favorite quotes of all time is, “Making the decision to have a child is momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body.” ([name_f]Elizabeth[/name_f] [name_m]Stone[/name_m]) When I read that after I had my first, I thought, yes-that is it exactly! And I second what Greci said, in about 6 months or so, some of those hormones will start to calm down and you will begin to level out. In the meantime, (you should get professional help if the postpartum gets worse, but if not,) take comfort in the fact that you are not alone; I bawl every time I try to sing “You Are [name_f]My[/name_f] [name_f]Sunshine[/name_f]” or read the book “[name_f]My[/name_f] [name_u]Love[/name_u] [name_m]Will[/name_m] Follow You Wherever You Go,” both just start rip me apart right now. Good luck. Sending happy thoughts your way. 