[name_f]Amabelle[/name_f] â [name_f]Amie[/name_f] â [name_f]Kaia[/name_f] Fitzcarron (35) is Peteâs cousin and Alexâs older sister. She has one adoptive son via closed adoption and while she prefers open adoptions, sheâs always wondered what made the parents opt for a closed one, although sheâd never pry into it. Her son, a little older than [name_f]Sylvie[/name_f]. knows heâs adopted but doesnât know the difference between open and closed adoption and [name_f]Amie[/name_f] will tell him when heâs older. [name_f]Amie[/name_f] feels odd being older than either of her maternal cousins [name_f]Sahara[/name_f] Willet or [name_m]Pete[/name_m] [name_m]Ricks[/name_m], alongside older than her sister, but she likes how everyone is at least 30 and that she doesnât feel like she has to âbabysitâ anyone at any time even before then. [name_f]Amie[/name_f] was exceptionally kind to [name_m]Pete[/name_m] and happy seeing him, but she had no knowledge as a young girl about how his childhood was. She was a moral supporter as a cousin but wasnât parentified in the slightest on this, especially since she didnât know. How long had Peteâs stepfather known him before he married Peteâs mother? Regardless, itâs like he didnât even bother to know him. She has no paternal cousins, with her father [name_u]Elliott[/name_u] only having one brother [name_m]Brando[/name_m], who has no children, meaning sheâs older than any cousins overall. She wonders if [name_m]Pete[/name_m] has any paternal cousins but wouldnât know since his father left him so long ago when he was so young. Sheâs grateful she isnât related to Peteâs absent biological father but she never uses this as a way to make [name_m]Pete[/name_m] feel bad. [name_f]Amie[/name_f] currently works for a major railway so she sees so many people often boarding and leaving trains, but she doesnât like to see screaming kids (or screaming adults for that matter) and while she watches people at times, she doesnât want to feel like sheâs supposed to be responsible and âbabysitâ them. That doesnât mean she doesnât love her son, she will defend him when heâs being mistreated by anyone. Sheâll also defend her sister [name_u]Alex[/name_u], doing so a lot in childhood. [name_f]Amie[/name_f] didnât do this as much in teenage and young adult years, realising [name_u]Alex[/name_u] could defend herself well, but still felt a rush to defend [name_u]Alex[/name_u] after that obnoxious husband and MIL. She would have defended her against her former mother-in-law anyway but she pretty much stood up for her sister a lot when she learned her then-husband was siding with his mother and not hearing [name_u]Alex[/name_u] out.
Sheâs met Peteâs girlfriend and believes the two would have much different parenting styles should they have children. That doesnât mean either of them would have a bad parenting style per sĂ©, but she believes it will be more difficult for the couple, rather than the child, to get along and work together. Sheâs tried to talk to his girlfriend one-on-one but obviously the decision to have children isnât one to take lightly. [name_f]Amie[/name_f] sees that this woman wants to be a mother and would see [name_m]Pete[/name_m] as a great father-to-be. [name_f]Amie[/name_f] finds it flattering that sheâd say that about him but she knows [name_m]Pete[/name_m] has as much of a right in the relationship as she does. [name_f]Amie[/name_f] herself had gotten unwanted compliments before such as, âYou should start wearing that more often,â when she wore a dress to her sisterâs wedding (to the immature deadweight now-ex husband) rather than the casual clothes she prefers to wear and âYou should go to law school! Youâd be so good!â which [name_f]Amie[/name_f] had already decided not to years ago. Some of these werenât even true, like Peteâs own mother telling [name_f]Amie[/name_f] she has a beautiful voice and should stop being afraid to sing, even though [name_f]Amie[/name_f] is well aware she canât sing. So quite frankly, she doesnât get along with Peteâs mother either but doesnât like to pry into [name_f]Jettie[/name_f] about what her relationship was like with her sister compared to what it was like with all the siblings together. [name_f]Jettie[/name_f] often seems upset over discussing her sister because she felt her sister was a nice woman growing up but became much aloof since the marriage to Peteâs stepfather, as if heâd made her that way. She feels her sister now only wants to tell people what they want to hear (not caring if they actually want to hear it) and shuts down when people have legitimate concerns or complaints. As for [name_f]Amie[/name_f], she still feels privileged in a sense, because her parents got along so well. [name_f]Amie[/name_f] loves going to the library and enjoys reading within the libraryâs calming atmosphere. She still likes to go see Brandiâs gym, especially the aquatics area.
[name_f]Amie[/name_f] feels in the heart of hearts that maybe Peteâs girlfriend thinks the 2 1/2 year relationship is going too slow. Obviously the topic of having children is a no-go, but how else has the relationship progressed? Sheâs left that to them but she knows deep down that thereâs not much of a plan for marriage between the two, although sheâs aware they live together. Theyâre committed and she doesnât think the relationship will break up but she did feel a little bad over Peteâs reaction to being asked if heâs ready for kids. She hasnât blamed [name_m]Pete[/name_m] though because she knows he feels bad and she hopes the same for his girlfriend. [name_f]Amie[/name_f] wonders if theyâd buy a pet together but she isnât going to give any unsolicited advice not the moment. Sheâs bonding more with [name_u]Alex[/name_u] and her two daughters a lot and sees a long sisterly relationship between her and [name_u]Alex[/name_u]. She knows she was planned and [name_u]Alex[/name_u] wasnât, but she never brings it up unless [name_u]Alex[/name_u] does first. Also to be fair, [name_f]Amie[/name_f] was born farther from her due date and constantly kicked [name_f]Jettie[/name_f] when she was in the womb, something [name_u]Alex[/name_u] didnât do as much. [name_f]Amie[/name_f] admits she would likely have laughed if her parents went along with naming her [name_f]Maryjane[/name_f] â something [name_u]Alex[/name_u] is relieved not to have! Amieâs son is close with [name_f]Sylvie[/name_f] and [name_f]Maggie[/name_f], exclaiming Maggieâs third birthday was the âfunnest party he ever went toâ and that [name_f]Sylvie[/name_f] is the âbest person to play group games withâ. [name_f]Amie[/name_f] wouldnât change anything about her sonâs relationship with his cousins and sheâs happy for [name_u]Alex[/name_u] for being such a great mother to them.
NaNoWriMo [name_u]Day[/name_u] 1: 1053/50000 words so far. Donât ask why Iâm attempting to do this lol. [name_m]Even[/name_m] with This Guy, I didnât even get a fifth of the way there last year although I wasnât really trying last year. Wish me luck lol.