**tw: self hate, drugs, childhood bullying, depression **
[name_u]Maria[/name_u] Viktoriya Melnik (24) is the ex girlfriend of [name_u]Zeke[/name_u], a resident of [name_u]South[/name_u] [name_f]Carolina[/name_f] and a [name_u]Christian[/name_u]. Despite being a toxic person, she never means to be, and always feels terrible for how her behaviors can unfold, she tries so hard to love others but that can be very hard when you don’t love yourself. [name_u]Zeke[/name_u] felt terrible for her initially but then decided to break it off as the relationship was draining him of all his energy. [name_u]Maria[/name_u] hates herself to a point where it’s tearing her apart- and her friends notices it too- she’s been hurt very badly over and over again and it’s hard for her to cope with it. [name_u]Ever[/name_u] since the moment she took her first breath life has been terribly unfair to [name_u]Maria[/name_u]- her parents desperately wanted a boy and she was just seen as a disappointment. [name_u]Maria[/name_u] was actually born in Kyiv, in the Ukraine- her family emigrated when she was eight. They gave birth to a baby boy two years after she was born but still never got over the disappointment- they’re both horribly selfish people who only care about themselves. Well, and their little miracle baby, their little baby boy who’s now in prison for smuggling marijuana and other drugs across the border, and has a daughter he fathered at the age of 13. She now lives with [name_u]Maria[/name_u], as she’s the only eligible guardian for her- her bio mom was forced to move away by her parents soon after she was born.
When [name_u]Maria[/name_u] and her family emigrated to Souther [name_u]California[/name_u], USA, children would bully her for her accent and yell at her- they’d also chase her on the playground and beat her to the ground. When [name_u]Maria[/name_u] came home with bruises on her legs, her parents didn’t care and when she brought it up to them, they just told her to “go cry about it to someone else.” [name_u]Maria[/name_u] in turn told a counselor, who completely dismissed her and left her in the dark, basically telling her the exact same thing as her parents. The constant torment and pain only accelerated in middle school- [name_u]Maria[/name_u] was constantly bullied and treated terribly. The kids would always tell her how short and fat she was- at 5’0 she weighed 120 pounds, and people would constantly shame her though she was at a perfectly healthy and normal weight. She was desperate for someone to love her in the way her dad never did, so she’d wear sports bras as shirts and tight shorts and skirts to class in desperation, hoping to get at least a little male attention so she didn’t feel “ugly” anymore.
High school was a nightmare. It just got worse- [name_u]Maria[/name_u] was depressed, wanted to kill herself, and school work wasn’t making the situation any easier- she was failing all of her classes especially math. That’s when her parents finally got off their asses and started paying attention to her. [name_u]Maria[/name_u] was berated, and even beat. Luckily she lived through high school and moved into college, where she met [name_u]Zeke[/name_u]. [name_u]Zeke[/name_u] helped her through some of her past trauma and when she met him, her whole life felt a little brighter. [name_u]Maria[/name_u] didn’t mind Zeke’s beliefs- [name_u]Maria[/name_u] is super faithful because she believes that if [name_m]God[/name_m] weren’t there for her in her childhood, she would’ve definitely died. But she loved [name_u]Zeke[/name_u], not his religious beliefs. When she met his family, she was stunned- they were kind and loved her. However, [name_u]Maria[/name_u] ruined her relationship with [name_u]Zeke[/name_u]- she’d text him every ten minutes, fearing he’d died, and whenever he had a female friend over she’d demand to know who the friend was. That was when [name_u]Zeke[/name_u] decided that if [name_u]Maria[/name_u] was going to love him, she’s have to love herself first- which obviously wasn’t happening, so they broke it off, leaving [name_u]Maria[/name_u] heartbroken.
Luckily, [name_u]Maria[/name_u] has her 9 year old niece to keep her company- [name_u]Maria[/name_u] adores her and thinks she’s wise beyond her years. [name_u]Maria[/name_u] keeps a job as a waitress for a cute little cafe downtown but her passion has always been musical and she’s began to post her music on the platform SoundCloud- she’s building an audience fast, and she’s happy she can provide for her niece the way her brother never could. [name_u]Maria[/name_u] tries to keep her brother out of her mind and isn’t in contact with the a-hole anymore but she loves his daughter- and she’s actually tracked down her mother to give her daughter a “real parent.” The two reunited and [name_u]Maria[/name_u] is very happy for them, but she can feel her insecurities creeping up on her- she’s a bit jealous of her niece’s mom despite having fostered a friendship with her, and the fact that reuniting her niece with her mom was completely her idea.