I don’t think you should force yourself to love a name. It’s okay if it’s not for 100% for you. I’m not going to persuade you on something you don’t feel completely drawn to. I also am unsure of the pronunciation.
[name_f]My[/name_f] first though on pronunciation was “nail-ee-uh” but then I actually thought about it and figured it was “nye-lay-uh”.
As far as it being the right name, if you don’t love it, you just don’t love it and that’s okay. [name_f]My[/name_f] personal opinion on it is that the first thing I saw was “nail Lea” and that bothers me. Regardless of that, though, it has a great meaning and it’s incredibly unique, so if that’s something you’re looking for, it’s got points there.