You’re going to get all the same answers as the last several times you’ve asked Hun, such as [name_f]Kia[/name_f], [name_m]Kai[/name_m], [name_f]Aya[/name_f], Iya, [name_f]Kay[/name_f] etc.
If you’re really hating your name that much maybe you could go by your middle name, use a variant of your surname as a nickname, or even just a random nickname not connected to your name(s) eg. [name_f]Pixie[/name_f], Sweetpea etc.