[name]Just[/name] reading over what some of you ladies are going/have been through. Wow. I never had any idea how nerve wracking the first trimester would be. Lovewn, keeping you in my prayers.
I’ve started to relax a bit. I no longer have dark thoughts with every twinge. When I think of bad things happening, I make myself stop, close my eyes, visualize, and say, “This is my baby.” It is helping.
Tomorrow is my test for doubling. I am of course a tad nervous. Still have the occasional pinchy/pully low cramping, every 10 minutes to an hour or so. Besides that one pink spot, nothing else.
I will be overjoyed to get the first trimester behind me. 
[name]Happy[/name] thoughts to all of you!