My twins are early!

My two beautiful girls were born 9 days early this morning and I couldn’t be happier!!!
I want to say thanks to everyone who commented on my posts and helped me with naming my girls!!! I’m really grateful to all of you! <3
So now I have 5 beautiful children:
Bethany Jane
James Garrett
Harry Edward
Madeline Alexandra
Geneviéve Clare

Not [name_f]Bethany[/name_f] [name_f]Grace[/name_f]…?

Congrats. That must have been an extremely fast labor and delivery since you were just posting about names this morning.

Congrats. Nice names.

Nine days early isn’t very early for twins at all. In fact, you made it past thirty-eight weeks, which is very rare. And they must have been born awfully quickly since you’ve been posting on Nameberry a lot over the past few days.

I don’t really know how to say this but I suppose it doesn’t really matter.
Your right. Its not true. I don’t have five beautiful children, I don’t even have one. Its pretty clear to me now that I was never meant to have.
I didn’t make any of them up thought.
[name_f]Beth[/name_f] and [name_u]Jamie[/name_u] were my ex-boyfriends children. I cared for them for the best part of 2 years and they were the closest thing I had to a family. I din’t get it then but I was basicity like a nanny for them- but I really cared for them. When I was 21 [name_m]Harry[/name_m] was a stillborn.
A while after that he got back with his old wife and I haven’t seen those kids since.
Now I’m 36. I am married know and we’ve been TTC for years now so we decided to adopt. The twins mother did not want them and things were all set for us to adopt them. We already bought every thing we needed and I already quit my job so that I could look after them.
They were born 2 days ago. Now she has said that she wants them and that we can’t adopt them and thats that.
Frankly I don’t blame her for wanting them.

So there you go. All of the kids were promised to me but none of it worked out. I came on here so I could pretend my life was perfect when its really not.
I must sound pretty crazy and stupid. Clearly I am stupid but more than anything I am just sad and I’m truly sorry for wasting every bodies time.
Bye x