tw: suicide, post-partum depression
[name_f]Fiona[/name_f] [name_f]Elizabeth[/name_f] McEwell [Barnes] (44) is Valerie’s younger sister and aunt of [name_f]Amabel[/name_f], [name_u]Boston[/name_u] and [name_f]Winnie[/name_f]. Having inherited her big sister’s love of socialising, [name_f]Fiona[/name_f] was very popular throughout high school - belonging to the cheer squad, attending all the coolest parties and beginning a romance with well-liked football team member [name_u]Daniel[/name_u] " [name_u]Danny[/name_u] " McEwell - however her dreams of becoming a teacher were halted when, just before applying to colleges, she learned she was pregnant. The birth of her eldest son when she was nineteen changed the course of Fiona’s life considerably, struggling with post-partum depression as she felt her life come to a standstill while [name_f]Valerie[/name_f] began a career and [name_u]Danny[/name_u] stayed on at university to become a lawyer. [name_f]Fiona[/name_f] remained behind with her parents and felt aimless, worsened by her lack of energy and overwhelming unhappiness: confounded by the fact she loved her son and couldn’t understand what caused this.
It was her grandfather who managed to get [name_f]Fiona[/name_f] into proper therapy four months into this, and upon engaging, she found herself able to finally begin breaking out of the hopelessness dominating her thoughts; becoming an incredibly devoted mother, who was talented at crafts and ended up working on numerous projects that inspired her son to become an FX artist, working with his aunt and uncle on numerous projects. When [name_u]Danny[/name_u] graduated, the couple - who remained together against the odds and assumptions - married, settling into their own home while he began his job as a junior lawyer. [name_m]Five[/name_m] years later, [name_f]Fiona[/name_f] had her younger son and was greatly relieved when no depressive symptoms returned; although by now she knew counselling was what she wanted to become involved in.
Tragically, when their younger child
was only two and their firstborn seven, [name_u]Danny[/name_u] took his own life. Fiona’s trauma was confounded by the lack of answers: there had been no warning signs, build up or indications anything was troubling her husband. That was until she discovered a secret journal he had been keeping since high school and learned Danny’s firm had suddenly laid off a huge amount of staff due to mismanagement of funding, leaving him feeling there was no way to provide for his family unless the life insurance he’d taken out was awarded to them in the wake of his passing. This drastic spiral still haunts [name_f]Fiona[/name_f] to this day, and she’s always emphasised the importance of communication to her son’s; unable to stop herself from wondering if [name_u]Danny[/name_u] had just spoken to anyone, the tragedy could have been prevented.
Now working as a therapist specialising in pregnancy, children and family trauma, Fiona’s never lost her deep sense of compassion and kindness in spite of all she’s been through. She has two grandkids from her oldest son and adores them, having a wonderful relationship with his partner who uses they/she pronouns, and is always willing to help out her nieces and nephew if they want advice on something. [name_f]Valerie[/name_f] has been the main person [name_f]Fiona[/name_f] confides in when the past gets to her - feeling her sister understands mental health matters more than their parents, whose response is typically an attempt to smother her - and they regularly spend time together, going for picnics or long walks, usually accompanied by Fiona’s loyal little beagle named [name_f]Suzie[/name_f]. Her younger son is now on a placement, having decided against college as he can’t handle stress well (something Fiona’s always been empathetic towards), and has plans on visiting a friend studying in Australia which she’s very proud of, admitting some time to herself in the house will be lovely.