Before I got pregnant and while I was pregnant, I felt so unsure. I couldn’t fathom the incredible love I would feel the moment my daughter was born. And now I can’t imagine life without her.
I absolutely get your struggle with this decision. We also don’t have a lot of resources and no family nearby - so our compromise is to have one child, which feels doable and brings so much joy to our lives.
I think ‘go with your gut’ on this one. Make a list of pros and cons too if that helps! 
make time to sit down with your partner and really talk it out.