@Alzora, I can definitely somewhat relate. It is an emotional roller coaster! The 2ww is so draining on my brain/soul!! I do have a 2.5 year old and I know I want more kids but it is hard to know when the timing is right. Things are good now so I am nervous to change everything and yet, I really, really want a baby and am disappointed each time I find I am not pregnant and am left wondering if we should keep trying ahhh. I was also really sick for my first pregnancy and am anxious about managing that again while chasing my toddler. Anyways, all that to say, I feel for you. <3 I hope you find peace about all of this!