[name_f]Taryn[/name_f] [name_f]Catrina[/name_f] [name_u]Golden[/name_u] (19) is the eldest of the siblings and recently shocked [name_m]Maxx[/name_m], [name_f]Brielle[/name_f] and their parents by announcing her decision to step back from activity around the family’s YouTube channel. Having taken a gap year in preparation for starting her studies to become a midwife, [name_f]Taryn[/name_f] found to reflect on her feelings about being in the public eye, and admitted she wants some privacy now she’s going to be pursuing a career that’s already stressful enough thanks to the importance of what she’ll be doing. Part of [name_f]Taryn[/name_f] can admit to herself that her enthusiasm became increasingly forced as she grew older, mostly the fact she lost out time to spend with her friends and peers if it meant filming videos; but doesn’t want to garner resentment over things, and loves her parents. The channel isn’t their only business - something [name_f]Taryn[/name_f] credits to why their relationships have remained healthy, as there’s not massive pressure to succeed in the long-term - as their mom’s an editor primarily based in television, and their dad runs a mobile computer repair service; which saw a significant uplift in the wake of the YouTube videos debuting, even leading him to doing tech work for influencer and fellow vloggers. She hopes her parents will be able to retire eventually, if that’s what they want, and that her youngest sibling won’t feel pressured to remain very active now she’ll basically be going on indefinite hiatus in favour of college.
To a degree, [name_f]Taryn[/name_f] admits she got it easier than [name_m]Maxx[/name_m]: as the eldest, her deadpan, serious nature was accepted as being a quirk fans enjoyed, especially in comparison to her energetic and spirited younger siblings. She finds old videos majorly cringey though, and absolutely refuses to watch them - unless joking with [name_m]Maxx[/name_m] and [name_f]Brielle[/name_f] about the nature of their past. While they have their obvious differences in pursuits, she’s proud of her sister coming into her own online, and has suggested to her parents that if their other sibling wants to be less camera focused, Brielle’s channel might be the perfect outlet to keep fans updated and engaged without conflict arising.
It was Taryn’s best friend who encouraged her to open up to her parents about wanting to be less of a feature on FamofGold. She used to participate in child beauty pageants - thoroughly ironic as she’s a total tomboy now, who prefers an aesthetic reflecting this - and subsequently had a combative relationship with her parents and grandma until they finally stopped her involvement shortly after the birth of her youngest brother. [name_f]Taryn[/name_f] was her main confident during this time, and she instantly recognised the sentinment she once felt when they were discussing university applications, with it being obvious her friend was dreading balancing a YouTube career with a degree [never mind the attention it would garner from others on their course and around campus]. They’re going to attend the same university - partly coincidental, partly choice based - albeit pursuing different bachelor’s degrees, and already have managed to secure dorms on the same floor, meaning they’ll continue being inseparable [something that shocked no-one].
[name_f]Taryn[/name_f] does also have a girlfriend - her relationship predates [name_m]Maxx[/name_m] and [name_f]Elinor[/name_f], so she jokes about them being the honeymooners of the family - but she never appeared in any videos and was barely referenced at her own request. She’s a very shy person, opposed to [name_f]Taryn[/name_f] who isn’t the most outgoing but quietly confident, and so being part of a YouTube vlog series terrified her; meaning filming never happened when she was at the [name_u]Golden[/name_u] household. The couple are long distance anyways - living a 2 hour drive apart - so college isn’t changing much for them, in fact it’s bringing them closer by snipping an hour from the journey to spend time together. They met at a science camp when they were 13 and retained their friendship online, with [name_f]Taryn[/name_f] never being affronted by her girlfriend’s travel anxiety and frequently being the one to venture elsewhere to spend time with her. Their goal as a couple is to adopt a dog together - any breed is fine, although Taryn’s got a soft spot for Italian Greyhounds, thanks to a close friend owning two adorable one’s - but for now they’re just trying to plan their anniversary celebrations without throwing themselves into debt from petrol prices.
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