Hello
This community has always helped me and just been such a marvellous place to turn too full of kindness, acceptance, understanding and just is a joyous community to be part off so thank you for having me as part of the berry community!
Anyways once again I’ve come to ask for some guidance and wisdom hopefully you can help. As you all know I’m mum to Lilia. Lilia is my world as she’s so precious I worry about the childhood I’m providing my daughter and this includes her being an only child.
In a dream world she would have a sibling or even siblings (Malachi + Rose obviously my dream pair) but financially I cannot see myself being able to have another child especially with the cost of living crisis seeming to not end. I do not think it would be fair on anyone having another child when making ends meet is difficult as it is. Then I think off how poorly I was during my pregnancy, my birth and about six months after Lilia was born it fills me with genuine fear the idea of putting myself through another journey like that again. My partner Joseph suffers with both physical + mental health issues which has resulted in him being in and out of work a lot meaning that financially I’m the one that holds everything together so having a baby me being off work will be a challenge. Furthermore I also suffer from physical + mental health issues (nowhere near as severe as Joseph) which just adds further stress onto our predicament. All this stuff makes having a second child seem like a pipe dream. I would love to give Lilia a sibling I love having siblings myself and seeing my friends have their second or third child makes me feel envious but the reality just doesn’t marry up to being able to have another one. I also get tons of pressure from my family, his family and just people in general to have more kids. Everyone tells me how unfair it’ll be on Lilia to potentially not have anymore children which makes me feel guilty for not having more. My sister in law has two kids and she’s honestly praised for being a mum of two whereas my mum of one status looks a bit I don’t know ‘lame’ in comparison. Everyone talks about how lovely it is for 0livia to be a sister and how sweet 0livia + Gabri3ll3 are together and how Lilia will be lonely followed by ‘bless her’ comments. It feels like I’ve failed Lilia by her being a ‘lonely’ child as his relatives put it. It’s just tough.
So in a nutshell what our your general thoughts on only children? Do they grow up damaged/selfish/brattish/spoilt/lonely? Will I ruin Lilia’s childhood by not giving her a sibling? How do I ensure Lilia doesn’t end up broken because she’s an only child? Honestly these are all things they have been said to me and make me panic about Lilia so I appreciate some help.
Thank you