[name_f]Toccara[/name_f] [name_f]Yvonne[/name_f] Whilhoite (29) is the godmother of [name_u]Paris[/name_u] Buller , a survivor of narcissistic abuse from her addict boyfriend and also a friend of [name_f]Melody[/name_f] and [name_f]Serene[/name_f] because of her reading the Thousand Dreams blog for daily motivation and feminine empowerment. Being a reader of Thousand Dreams and one of the most dedicated fans of what [name_f]Serene[/name_f] does as a blogger and influencer, she comments on almost every one of [name_f]Serene[/name_f] 's posts including her more viral post, the one which featured a homeless woman named [name_f]Roberta[/name_f] with whom she identified - she became homeless herself when she decided to escape her abusive single mother who would beat her and force her into cleaning the bathroom for hours due to being a massive germaphobe. [name_f]Toccara[/name_f] was forced to hop between various retail jobs and janitor jobs , but still lived hand to mouth and had no-one to rely on because she didnât know her father and her grandparents were both suffering from dementia at a nursing home. Her only dream was to be loved for once and so when stumbling upon [name_f]Serene[/name_f] 's blog she really enjoyed [name_f]Serene[/name_f] 's LGBTQ+ love story with her wife, cute pictures made by [name_f]Genna[/name_f] and so on. She eventually stopped living in motels and just went to the nursing home where her maternal grandparents lived to become a janitor there. She was happy to be able to see them daily because they were the only ones to spoil her and show her love as a child , even though neither of her grandparents truly recognised her. She made a connection to the male physical therapist who worked there and soon enough they became a couple. She felt like she could show him vulnerability , that he valued compassion the same way she did - he had a [name_m]Gordon[/name_m] Setter puppy , [name_f]Bertha[/name_f], whom he seemed to love like a daughter already and had incredible patience for the senior citizens he worked in physical therapy with, including her grandparents. Now, [name_f]Toccara[/name_f] knows that him showing this compassion was nothing more than narcissistic love bombing and mirroring her so that he could have a sense of power over her. It all started going downhill when [name_f]Toccara[/name_f] wanted something more out of life than just being a janitor and started saving up money to go to university , started going to a agility and frisbee-related dog owner club in town. Her boyfriend would constantly tell her that [name_f]Toccara[/name_f] shouldnât go to university , that it will only indoctrinate her in left-wing ideology and make their relationship fall apart because they wonât see eachother at work and sheâll probably get just a part-time job to focus on her studies. He also started being harsh or even abusive towards [name_f]Bertha[/name_f] the [name_m]Gordon[/name_m] setter and calling her friends from the frisbee and agility club "crazy , desprate mutt ladies â. It felt to [name_f]Toccara[/name_f] like her boyfriend totally changed and was trying to isolate her from society , holding her back from achieving her dreams, so she read Thousand Dreams blog even more for outside validation. The straw that broke the camels back was when [name_f]Toccara[/name_f] noticed that her boyfriend was taking prescription drugs from the nursing home and presumably using them to get high - he had been lethargic and perpetually sleepy at that time. Her boyfriend tried to gaslight her into thinking that he was only doing this to numb the pain of seeing senior citizens at the nursing home suffer everyday , she believed him and set aside money from her college fund to go to coupleâs therapy , they both went there but the boyfriend wasnât cooperating and was acting like he knew everything better than everyone. [name_f]Toccara[/name_f] decided to go dancing wirh him to blow off some steam but unfortunately he bought drugs there and was trying to get her to try them , even physically trying to push a pill into her mouth while holding one of her hands up by the wrist. She shouted at him " [name_u]Jay[/name_u], I told you Iâm not taking any drugs!â and spat the pill , but he would refuse to led go of her wrists and she was terrified that it may turn into a serious case of assult , one even more severe than the ones she used to get from her mom. Fortunately , an unknown man pushed [name_u]Jay[/name_u] away from [name_f]Toccara[/name_f] and kicked him so she was able to escape. The man introduced himself as [name_m]Daris[/name_m] and offered to drive her to the nearest womenâs shelter. Upon arriving there she thanked him and they exchanged phone numbers because he promised to bring her traditional Bosnian food - he did the next day and then the next, started visiting her with his partners [name_f]Hedra[/name_f] and [name_f]Solei[/name_f] ⊠[name_f]Toccara[/name_f] didnât feel alone for once and felt empowered to confront [name_u]Jay[/name_u] along with her three friends to get back the money she had been saving with him and take [name_f]Bertha[/name_f] away from the narcissist that was love-bombing her. She saw the [name_m]Gordon[/name_m] Setter laying in her own feces and being severly malnorusihed. [name_f]Solei[/name_f] and [name_f]Hedra[/name_f] called the local sheriff to report on animal cruelty while [name_f]Toccara[/name_f] went to comfort the dog and [name_m]Daris[/name_m] was protecting all of them from Jayâs potential agression. Currently , [name_u]Jay[/name_u] is in federal prison for charges of animal cruelty and domestic violence and [name_f]Toccara[/name_f] is able to rent an apartment while still being friends with [name_f]Hedra[/name_f], [name_m]Daris[/name_m] and [name_f]Solei[/name_f] and walking her dog , [name_f]Bertha[/name_f], daily. 2022 was one of the best years of her life because she met her favourite blogger [name_f]Serene[/name_f] at a convention and also met the love of her life there - her fiance , with whom she has a healthy , fulfilling relationship , they both love dogs and contribute to their local community by volounteering. His family embraced [name_f]Toccara[/name_f] despite her difficult past and her future mother in law even gave her the family recipe for sugar cream pie , so she can pass it further onto her daughter and so onâŠ
[name_f]Toccara[/name_f] is happy with her fiance , her dog [name_f]Betha[/name_f] and her future daughter, and her goddaughter [name_u]Paris[/name_u] is telling everyone that " Sheâll get two sisters in 2023 " because both [name_u]Paris[/name_u] â mom [name_f]Solei[/name_f] and [name_f]Toccara[/name_f] are pregnant. They attend the same antenatal clases as [name_f]Birdie[/name_f] [name_m]Clark[/name_m] - whom [name_f]Toccara[/name_f] immediately was able to recognise from [name_f]Serene[/name_f] 's and [name_f]Melody[/name_f] 's metions of her and of course [name_f]Serene[/name_f] 's blog post in Thousand Dreams which mentined her incredible journey from homlessness to having her little miracle. The two became very close friends to the point where [name_f]Birdie[/name_f] offered to give her a discount on a maternity photography session made by [name_f]Birdie[/name_f] 's boyfriend [name_u]Carter[/name_u]. [name_f]Toccara[/name_f] doesnât know if she wants [name_f]Solei[/name_f] ,Birdie or her fiance 's sister to be her daughterâs godmother but she hopes that there will be no tension between the women regarding that issue.
Genna was created by @I_meme_it
Serene was created by @CherryBomb50
Birdie was created by @jinxed_peach
Carter was created by @kitkatcookie